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No gambling for a week. This

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Jezi
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No gambling for a week. This journey is going to be long. I thought it would be a lot easier and that the change would be positive in all aspects. I dont know what else to say. Wish that i could be a present mother, wife and friend. I am none of that right now and im afraid it will worsen more. At least i didnt have a deadly disease, no more doctor after this. Been there twice in one month and she probably thinks im crazy now. Thats all for now.