Nick, It might be worth checking out a little more about those lesions and perhaps even the knowledge of them might help with gambling urges.it takes away the blame.
. I cannot believe the freedom I have right now. Of course it may be my imagination – but I don’t care , I will take it! Steev, temptation is everywhere and the lottery, both the uk and Irish ones are sneaky – in that they make gambling ok for everyone.. Of course we know it is not ok for us.
I did read about a drug for Parkinson’s which is well documented in causing gambling urges- so I get what you are saying .
I broke my lent last night , and drank wine . Amazingly once I found myself getting tipsy I went home eArly – I am always the last to leave a party and often drink more once home .
It occurs to me today that this too could be something new happening with impulse control in my brain. Again I don’t know but I will happily take it.
Today I feel happy and have no regrets. Life is pretty good . I feel happy and know my destiny is in my own hands rather than dependent on some alien addiction which has invaded my brain.
this is life as it should be