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Hi everyone

Totally sleep deprived.. going crazy but have woken up today with the firm resolution to change this attitude.. really trying to pull myself out of this hole of misery..
Today i will write a list of things to do and follow it the best i can. I will try to keep up my meetings and not isolate. I cant change the past.. i cant also predict my future according to my past which i have been doing.. its a new day i just have to make the most of it. Today if i dont gamble that is fantastic for an addict like me

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