New Beginnings,
Hey and glad you have found this place with understanding, support and guidance. I Did It has given you lots of great advice and sound suggestions.
Reach out to the chat desk and talk to the facilitators, join the groups, seek out counselling, read about the topic.
GA is an excellent support. The scary thing about addiction, it just gets worse! And you will likely find some of the stories extreme. But it is a slippery slope and knowing you have a problem now is an important insight.
No matter what, you know this place is here and that there is support for this. And nothing will make you forget that there is help.
Let us know how you are doing.
Laura