if you can find ways of kicking the drinking slowly and that perhaps will also stop the impulsive gambling
for me, even if I don’t drink, my impulsiveness and general love of money led me to my current state. Luckily I’m licking my wounds and trying to read stories on this forum to forever block my mind from turning to online gambling for life.
if my husband did it I think I’d have found it so hard to forgive him as I am such a saver. But the fact that I did it disgusts me to the core. I cannot recognise myself in this act. It’s like someone telling me I murdered some one. It feels that alien and horrific.
Please never waste another penny of yours on those phony sites. As you rightfully said…in fact the winning was actually losing. 38 is still young, you can rebuild and never look back.
I’m 35 and I still want 2-3 more children. I cannot even allow gambling into the equation. Imagine juggling children, with that nasty habit that consumes us all, looming over my head. NO WAY!!! I’d rather have peace, honesty, sleep instead of that fake sense of gain or ‘winning’.
Focusing on my closest relationships, my husband, a future home for my family, hard work and hard earned money is what will nurture my soul and bring me closer to my goals In life.
family matters to me above all and my honesty and care for them. The rest is secondary