Just a update I like do write on here as it helps me look over and that people are listening it’s nearly been 4 weeks now since my last bet my mate don’t talk to me about his wins or loss ect I’ve been working that hard at work I ent had must time to fink about it it’s like I’ve almost forgot about it I use to wake up go work and on way home I new I was going to bet now I keep myself busy I’ve started buying and selling and fixing laptops phone screen ect and have cash in hand again as soon as I do a job the money goes to my Mrs I’ve really started to respect money a lot more now I did come close well I won’t say close as I have no access to my money so glad my barriers are in place to stop my temptashion if u are a gambler and you want to stop you can’t do with with access to your money silly me I when on YouTube and was watching roulette spins ect and the way people are winning silly I know but again I just couldn’t do it I’ve had so much support now from my partner and close friends there is no way I’m letting them do I still take it one day at a time times had gone so quick I want to visit this ever week just to help me with my time I like to update I always come across to check Replys and also to read other people’s story’s I deep down never fort I could stop after loads of times trying and it’s always for god sake back to Square one again I’m not going down them roads again them mood swings being snappy I’ll always be a gambler but I won’t allow myself to let the disease get the better of me I’ll do my best to stay away I really want this time to work hope your all doing ok I’m always here to help and advise people I would love one day to really help people with this addiction look forward talking cheers jay
