10 August 2017 at 5:42 am
#37657
kin
Participant
I do not need to gamble for the extra money and I do not have to act out in destructive behavior to be happy.
However, the thought to act out in destructive ways will continue to be there. I need to be mindful all the time.
They are like passing train, they will come without fail but they will pass every time.
I do not have to listen to them. I cannot trust myself. I can ignore them. I can detach myself from them.