My night time post .
When I wake tomorrow I will be on day fourteen- two full weeks .
And if I’m honest probably the first two weeks in decades which have been totally gamble free.
The thing about being totally gamble free is is takes away the ifs, buts and maybes and gives you certainty .
I am certain that if I save some of my wages I will have money for holidays and treats.
These things will not be dependent on if I win, but next time or maybe my luck will change .
It is so much easier to live with a lot of certainty in your life .
The past few days have been difficult and Today has turned out to be one of the worse days I have had in years in my personal life – I am so relieved I do not have gambling to add to my worries .
Life throws us all curveballs – they are an inevitable part of life.
Gambling would make things a hundred times worse .