My Mary Poppins attitude has been deflated at the moment. My husband made a couple of rather hurtful comments night before last and I’ve been stewing on them of course. He is not overly helpful and I had a minor melt down about it. I’ve told him how I feel about what he said. He looked slightly uncomfortable but not enough to actually take back what he said. So we’ve been picking at each other ever since.
I also managed to fall last night. Right after a group I went to get out of the big arm chair and managed to hook my own self in my pajama pant leg. I went flying as I had no leg to put under me (it was wrapped in the opposite pajama bottom leg). I had food in one hand and it went flying too. I’m a little beat up this morning but not enough to stop my progress. I am in the middle of doing a big clothes clean up in my bedroom. Bathroom got a good scrub day before yesterday and all the holiday decorations are down and away. I had them up early this year as I wasn’t working. I’m ready to end 2017.
The constant cooking that goes on in my home without the necessary cleaning it requires means I’m always pushing myself. I’m not the cook but I’m the main cleaner! I am starting a new eating plan in the new year and I plan on only doing what is necessary to take care of me. I am also going away for a couple weeks next month. I am very looking forward to it. I’m afraid if things don’t change then 2018 will be the year I need to make a big change.
Dear 2017, don’t let the door hit you on the way out!
Happy New Year Everyone
Today will still be a gamble free day. I will not jeopardize my choices by throwing them away in a slot machine. And that is what gambling addiction has done to me in the past.
Laura