My grandson has been with me since Easter Sunday as he wasn’t feeling well. I think that he had a virus. I am in the city at my daughter’s house and I’m going to spent the night and go home in the morning. My daughter’s guy friend is coming over to fix us dinner. I am feeling a little anxiety right now as my daughter’s house could use a good cleaning, very cluttered. In the past, I would just start cleaning but I am telling myself to curb my compulsive urges to do so as everyone has their level of cleanliness. I am very organized, etc. But that’s me. As trivial as this seems it is part of my compulsive issues and I have always taken on the fixer and pleaser role. I am breaking free from this. One little step at a time. We haven’t heard from my mom’s cardiologist yet on the date of the procedure. Hopefully, she will hear soon so we can proceed and get it over with. It is a lot to get her to the city, etc. as she hates to be away from her environment. I am tired. Going to bed early.
