My Grandson and I went to the movies last night (minions) It was cute! I don’t know why but I feel so unmotivated lately. I feel like I have to come clean. Maybe I have been trading one addiction for another. I have maxed out most of my credit cards. I have been compulsively shopping. Buying things that I don’t need for me and others So after paying my monthly expenses and credit cards, money is tight. I have a little in savings. Between buying my home, My Daughter’s home, paying off all existing debts at the time and purchasing a car, most of it is gone. (Life insurance) I feel ashamed. I can pull myself out of this if I don’t gamble. Then why do I want to gamble? I can’t get into the gambling nightmare again. I had to make payment arrangements for the taxes that I owed. I need to be strong. I can get back on top financially. I have to say no to myself and other’s. What messes we create for ourselves. I feel better getting this off of my chest. Thanks for listening.
