29 April 2018 at 8:55 am
#43109
kin
Participant
My biggest problem is falling prey to my falsehood and lies. I only listen and follow my self-deceptions;
It has make me think that others are not helping me, resentment against others has develop and grow, it has cause me to resign from my job many times, most importantly it has make me think that I can control the beast of gambling, drinking, and eating.
What I thought and feel does not reflect the truth.
In the past, I never listen; I only trust myself
I ended up listening to my own lies and self deception.
My ultimate punishment was continued binge gambling, drinking and eating.