Another dreary, cold, overcast rainy day! BLAH! Yesterday, my Sister informed me that she wouldn’t be visiting for awhile. She was tired of feeling hurt and experiencing our Mothers anger. Something happened on Mother’s Day weekend while she was here. I called my Mother later as I hadn’t talked to her,for a few days. She was very short with me and hung up on me.?????? I really don’t have time for all of this. My family is so splintered, fractured. There is no putting the pieces back together.
The rest of the week is supposed to be sunny! Yeah! My Granddaughter and I will be outside, swimming, playing at the park, ect.
Gambling-I get urges sometimes but I’m able to talk myself through them. I don’t want to forget my past with gambling but I want to keep looking towards today and the future without It!
I’ve ordered some European trip catalogues. Just for fun or a goal to reach. It’s good to have dreams. I’m getting closer to fulfilling them.
