I’m reading your post and I could have written it myself . The only difference is I’ve just revealed my problem to my naive husband . I tried to tell him like a year ago , but he told me that I didn’t have a gambling problem , I had a I want money problem . But most of the money problems were caused by my gambling . I told him yesterday after spending my entire paycheck and then all the money I won while at the casino . Spending my car note money , my insurance money , all my money . I didn’t know how to cover it up this time . Usually I borrow , I’m out of people. To borrow from . So I broke down , when my daughter asked me what we were going to do for Easter , and I realized I had forgot and spent all the money . My daughter is 16 , I told her some of my issue then , I wish I hadn’t , but of all the people , she is the one I feel most accountable to . She has her own issues with depression and anxiety and I don’t want to let her down . I pray I can stop , but my mind keeps wandering to the slot machines .
