Maverick you can change , you have done it before and you can do it again, i think Lizbeths right we gamblers have unresolved issues . For me i tell myself ” Accept the things i can’t change and appreciate the things i have” . Unfortunately i have things in my life that are unresolved and i have accepted that there is nothing i can do about them , not easy at times but i have to be honest with myself . Hope your okay and ” Never give up giving up” my friend 🙂 Post on my thread anytime i will always get back to you :)Micky
