Hi,
Just checking in!
Feeling better things are looking up a little bit! The way to keep it like that Is definitely to avoid the gamble!
I’m hopefully getting my old job back at the bar working a night a week! Within a year I should have losses back or near enough back in an honest John type way!
If I do hit that year and save the money maybe i will do something with the money that I should have done instead of gambling it away! From March I’m gonna be totally clean! Cut out lotto tickets and avoid scratchcards! Try and go the full 365! If I don’t make that it will be because of the masters in April! Betting on that is sort of tradition but we will see!
Anyways now I have a way to re-coup my **** up I feel a bit better and in 1 yrs time I may be able to say I learnt a lot from that whole experience! Plus my value for money should increase as I would have had to work hard for 1 year to get what I pissed away in a matter of hours.
Gonna be counting the days again from March 1st! That’s when I begins for real!
Night