“We made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.”
Making a decision; I honestly did find myself unnerved by the thought of making a decision. I fear the results, I was afraid the outcome will not be what I like, I was afraid because my self-will is always predictable, I always end up gambling. I fear that I cannot deliver the kind of strong & lasting commitments;giving up my self-will for God’s will. I am afraid of failing.
I did not know that the decision to turn our will and lives over to the care of the God is one we can make over and over again, daily if we need be.
In fact, we are likely to find that we must make this decision regularly, or risk losing our recovery because of complacency.
I thought it was one decision only that is suppose to last a lifetime for everyone and I was afraid of failing