Hey 3raser (how did you come up with that name?).
So pleased you never put the bet on. No doubt it was a lucky escape, maybe another bookies to self exclude from?
I am full of admiration for the way you have stuck to your counselling, lots of people decide that when support starts making them feel crap that they will turn their back on it. You’re not going to come out with a big smile on your face and feel like skipping and dancing, not when you’ve been facing your gambling past head on. In my opinion its good that it makes you think, not just about then, but more so think about now and how doing things differently now will pave the way for your gambling free future. The past is history it belongs where it is, in the past.
Gambling, for us, is shite.
Pleased you never pressed the bet button.