thanks K Vera and Liz, great support. Vera we are so much on the same page and you say it so well. I think you should post this to the facilatators and attach my name in support to see what their thoughts are after reading your post.
Yes K I will take an opportunity to buy something to reward myself for not gambling. I went for another hypnosis session and told my Doc. about what happened. i then asked if He felt it would be alright to go every now and then once I have all my debt paid since I have all the necessary blocks in place. He made it clear that I would be playing with fire and eventually would be no further ahead. He felt I was too smart and would find ways to get more money again and again. I should never dabble again in his estimation. I understand his logic and will try to accept this determination. He paid special attention to this conversation in the hypnosis as well. I hope in my unconcious state I took it all in and will stay away for ever. I can hardly remember any of the session but time will tell won’t it !! Hubby checked in with me tonight at work and I went home without incident, and he was able to get his much needed rest . Battles won.
Liz I see it the same way and agree 100 % Thanks FG
