Hi john
I estimated that I blew £1.1m since I started gambling but when I worked it out throughly it was about half of that amount….which in a sick way is quite a good result.
I too constantly hear about all of the winners people have but never a loss. Most I ever did in a single session would of been 6/7k.
Coming up to 3 months clean and feeling a lot better
Best of luck with your recovery