[maverick.]

Lizbeth thanks for your post it means alot, I am really sorry to hear you are having such a tough time at the momemt, stay strong and try and do some things that make you happy, I know family can be hurtful at times and like the classic phrase goes “we can choose are friends but not our family”!

Well life for me is still on a downward spiral and I am slipping very fast downhill into a hole I just cant get out, off work at the moment as just cant deal with situation I have put myself in……I started off the day in a great mind set and felt really good, planned lots of stuff and everything turned bad…….just for today I gambled and messed up yet again.

Why? Why? Why?

Maverick