Liz it is always wonderful to read your posts as they are so positive. Your grandson sounds like one smart cookie!!! If I was to describe the feeling that I get from your posts, it’s like there is a lightness to you in them. You are looking at all the positive things. You have done so much in this last year it truly is remarkable how far you have come. I don’t mean to take away from what you have gone through, but it’s like you have survived. I know that you will still have sad times grieving for your husband, but you are moving forward and living your life. You are doing things for you such as joining the gym. I know that you mentioned finding a church to go to, but not sure if you have done that yet. It seems that you are living your life and doing things and trying things and generally making a new life for yourself. You really are an incredible person to have come through all this and have such a positive attitude. I admire you Liz. Have an incredible day. I learn so much by reading your posts and for that I thank you.