Lee, I’m so sorry to hear this “demon” still has a grip on you….I don’t believe you hate Life. We all hate what gambling does to our lives, but it will improve if you release yourself from the hold gambling has on you. Yo know what needs to be done. I hope and pray you will find the courage to DO it. ODAAT. I’m going to Barcelona in the early hours so will try to get to bed early tonight. Up at 2 am! Big change for me!
