I have to be quick as I am just about to go out………
I took my boy fishing today and we had a good day out, caught plenty of fish and had a good chat although he is not himself at the moment I can tell, he has recently been getting bullied and I have been trying to sort things out for him but the schools nowadays just dont seem to care (was going to say dont give a s**t), its just another added stress, I feel for him so very much and have been down the school talking to the teachers and head teacher and they just seem to turn things back to the parents…….I got proper upset with it this week and said I am just going to go down the school, collect my boy and sort it all out myself (I know I shouldn’t but bullying is a big thing to me) not blaming anyone and my addiction is all my own doing but being bullied at a young age made me look for other things to forget and that is when I discovered gambling, (I know this could sound all messed up and an excuse) but I did everything I did and it is all down to me and my own doing I openly admit that, just hate my boy getting bullied.
If it was me I would nowadays just knock someone out (I know not very big or clever) and perhaps i am just all talk!
Anyway we caught some nice fish and my wife had a lovely day with my little girl, life is never easy but it is more manageable when I don’t gamble and when I do I can’t live with myself.
thanks for listening and will share very soon, wish you all the very best in life.
Maverick