Well. Signed on and decided to complain about the long hold times of half an hour which was also the case when I rang them at 8am this morning. Oh, how I hate calling these people, they repeat ten times, if you give us false i formation we will prosecute, and stop your benefits. it’s awful and having to listen to the ghastly Vivaldi four seasons whilst on hold. It really sickens me this ghastly ugly Tory system and I feel a sense of failure in calling them. I have a habit now of saying what I think and I told the man he did not have to repeat himself ten times with the above nonsense and that the sooner we get w change of government with their nasty system the better.
Lazed around today with a bit of a headache, possibly after consuming two cream cakes and two chocolate bars yesterday. Contemplating life, the universe then next moves. Really think it is part time work which really sort of makes me feel sad but I think that is the way forward. I feel a little defeated on that level. I shall pray for a brilliant highly paid part time job that is right up my street with great people and in a close location. I will wait and see how the powers of manifestation work with that one. With the sad tone, Listening to music that makes anyone cry, Lisa Gerrard, (gladiator, bridge scene of man on fire). Always makes me sob every time. on u tube… Denzel Washington has always been my favourite actor and Man on Fire the best film ever.
I texted my sister and asked whether I should go to the papers with her plight. I got the frightened rabbit response ie it would damage her chances of getting a reference for a private property. I mean, really, these people are going to get away with it. I am so cross about that but respect her view.
Private gma group cancelled tonight which is the second time. Cmon guys talk to the IT team. Last group was only set up for an hour when it should have been longer and I noticed this morning the group was not on the list. Bit of a relaxed attitude to these things at gma I have to say. Th3se groups are spread too far apart I think.
Anyhoo, that’s my journal for today. No huge urges but I still spend a little too much time plahing on my iPad and really. Know that this is my gambling substitute, I can’t ever gamble again. I know this in a deep way but I also know I have substituted. But am bored at home and my energy levels still are not right.