I feel for you man- truly.
I can not ***** how many times I have been in your position and that feeling of chasing my initial loss until I can’t take out any more money- calling my bank asking to increase limits and being so angry when they tell me they can’t. Waiting until the clock hits midnight so it’s a new day so I can take out another cash advance to try and get my loss back. I can not tell you how many tines I have won my losses back, paid off my debts – feel so happy on top
Of the world!! Just for the next day to come and lose it all again and go into another debt deeper than the one I was in with higher interest rates from cash advances. I know your pain you are feeling all too well. It is sickening how impulsive we are when it comes to gambling and anything to do with addiction. Alcohol I can’t have one drink, need to drink until blackout and forget what happened-
Food- can’t have one meal have to have meal then another then desert then snack
Gamble – can’t have set limit and then leave when it’s gone , have to stay until lose everything and max our all cards for the daily limit
The list goes on and on and on
And I really hope we can figure this out and beat it for good. Once and for all!! I believe in you kin. You are not alone. I am right here fighting with you , and if I can do it, so can you.
Never stop believing there is a chance to live addiction free.
Praying for you , kin.
Take care