Hey Mav, I am worried for you with finding a way to repay loan sharks. Do you have a plan in place ? if so let us know so we can rest easy knowing you’ll be alright.
I hope you don’t take this the wrong way but I recognize a behavoural pattern after gambling that I would often practice when I knew I had done what I knew my family wouldn’t like. I tried to be better than ever doing all that I could to make up for my gambling mistakes. I even wouldn’t let things that were said upset me or speak my mind because I felt I was undeserving of it due to my gambling. If I could be on good behaviour long enough when the truth did come out perhaps I had enough browny points to keep me out of hot water. Is this what is happening with you at the moment??
We can’t keep that up long enough to ride out the consequences of our actions Mav. We need to find ways to hold ourselves accountable and be humble enough to accept them FG
