Just been reading some of my past journal entries and wanted to be in a better state by blackberry week ( not that I know when that is ) , sometime soon . And I am in a good position at the moment .
So thats where I want to stay and keep going and go into the winter months not worrying about putting the heating on and also to be able to blow a couple of strategic shifts at work . I have never ever stayed off work when I wasnt sick in my 30 years of working , and 30 years of gambling , as always wanted the funds to continue gambling . I may not end up taking time off but its a great feeling to know that I can.
Its a lovely day up here today and im going out for the day looking for salvage projects .
Just need to hold onto this feeling and keep it going .
If I stay away from gambling my life can get better and better . X
