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Jen that fairly mich describes my gambling also – I always think this is it – I’m finished and somehow always manage to survive .

I hve a slight hangover today – the alcohol kind !
I am home again and I find the urges creeping in- after my crazy night I should be planning an early night but instead I find myself thinking willing I to bingo, will I try to get onto an online site .
However my mindset seems to have changed a bit because the urges are being squashed by a greater desire for a good and peaceful life free from the pain of gambling.

Today I feel peaceful and happy knowing that there is money in the bank , good food in the fridge and new clothes hanging in my wardrobe .

Onwards and upwards