I’ve been reading story after story on the forum btw. I feel sad and sort of shocked that there are so many of us out there…and at the same time hopeful that I’ll be able to kick this monster square in the teeth like others have. Thank you all for sharing your experiences on here.
Admission time: right after saying this morning that i will self ban this evening after work, on my way yo my bus my first thought was: “but really, you should just try your luck one last time”. At this point I’m scared to even go in there but i feel like i have no other choice at this point…i need the $ in my account more than the envious looks of people sitting next to me and feeling them salivate when the machine kicks the music on and the credits start rolling
