[Rayman10]

i have been clean for almost a month now, now it was very hard, the mood swings the guilt and the cravings. with each week its getting a little better…There is couple casinos that i havent been to and havent self excluded myself and i actually had cravings of just driving past and having a small gamble….but i resisted it…and those cravings are definitely less now….now the more time passes the better my feelings become..however i dnt ever want to forget the anguish gamble has caused me…because months down the line one can say “i feel great ..i might as well have a small gamble”…. instead ill come back here and look it my posts when i was down and distraught…and let it remind of how sickening the casino really is.