Hi Jenny
I read yours and others posts on the site and although I do not post very often now I do use the support group. I just wanted you to know that I always completely understand what you say. I first posted on this site a year ago and in some ways I have come a very long way but do really struggle at times with the moving on. I understand it . I get it but it’s difficult practically and emotionally to do. When you write your posts I often feel you are describing my emotions.
You have come a long way. It took great strength to talk to your ex husband’s parents . To challenge the addiction. I am glad they were receptive. You are striving to do the best for your children despite your own emotions.
I understand the low days too .I understand the frustration. I understand the lack of comprehension . But remember you are doing well. As you say you are much stronger than you were and you and your children are safe in your home away from the addiction.
Take care
M