[Jay2K]

Fighting the urge to gamble has been the most difficult challenge in my life . I want to gamble more than I want to be around family and friends . I close myself off from people who really want to get close to me because I know deep down the type of person I’ve been and I don’t want them to suffer for my wrong doing . As you can see I know I have a problem and desperately want to quit gambling but I feel I can not achieve this goal on my own .