It makes me sad to think of you not having any face to face time with other people. I want to load my family up and come knocking on your door, and drag you out of there to breathe some fresh air and have some human contact.
I was hoping you would be able to take Vera up on her invitation. So since Florida and Ireland are out of the question just now, what can be done to help? Working is good for the finances, but you are admitting to bad sleep patterns and isolation. The bars (pubs?) Are probably a bad idea too.
Maybe the grocery store? A park? A free museum?
I don’t know……I bet when you smile, people smile back! Just a feeling you give off here in your journal.
It’s good that you plan for payday. Gambling your money away after all that hard work would be a terrible waste.
