[kin]

Dear I did it,
Thank you for the kind words but I don’t think it will work for a proud, arrogant and stubborn person full of self-believe, self rationalization, self-justification, self-righteousness and self-deceit like me. I have not been honest and humble all the times. I have INCREDIBLE SHORT MEMORY, I can easily forget all the pain and suffering from previous mistakes and repeat them.
I am either insane or sick in the mind.
It was not going to be easy and is going to be very uncomfortable to put down the desire of the flesh on my own.
HELP ME GOD! HAVE MERCY ON ME, SHOWER ME AND BLESS ME WITH YOUR GRACE AND LOVE, GOD.