It’s been a bit of a theme for me at the moment – looking at how it is my emotional “child” self that rules – especially when it came to gambling …
I realised that I couldn’t give up by just doing “adult” things like working harder or studying – so I had to have some fun time.
So go with your RPG – just ensure there is no gambling involved – watch out for those “loot boxes!”
You might want to consider getting out doors a bit more though – and maybe involve your girlfriend??
Great that you have been gf for so long and keep doing what you are doing! I wish you well.