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Saving money honestly can be a slow process.

Waiting for the next payday to come seem so far away.

It feels like the fire is burning but the water was too far away.

The feeling of fear was there but the fear is not real, there is no burning fire, so there was no need to panic or do anything now.

There is nothing to fix.

Be still and stay calm (don’t have to do nothing, this feeling will pass). It will be fine.

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if I had gone ahead with the gamble today, it was because I was impatient and want to increase my saving faster, there was no other reason.