I’m sorry that there is no room left for dreams at the moment. You must really feel deserted. You are right. A lot of people don’t know what to do when someone is in such a state. Because where does one begin? If I was there a care package would definitely be in order. I don’t pretend to know the meaning of this universe or why some have it so much harder than others. There are some sources of help but you are too proud or don’t feel you are deserving enough to accept it? I don’t like to hear of you not eating well. It truly bothers me. This addiction takes so much. I’m so so sorry to hear the pain and exhaustion that gambling has brought to your life. You deserve so much more Monica. I can only hope and pray that this nightmare comes to an end soon for you. Hugs from across the pond. Laura
