I’m serious this time. I’ve got to do something more than the same old sayings over and over again of, I will do this and I am going to do that but never taking action. I’m in such a hole, a mess. I’ve ruined my credit over gambling and I’ve lost a job promotion due to my credit issues. I can say that most of the issues with my credit spawned from my ex-husband and then the other portions, gambling. I hate this feeling like I cannot control myself from spending money in hopes that I can hit it big and pay off my debts. I’ve done barriers in the past few months only to realize that I work ways around them and I am back to square one. Does anyone else ever feel this hopeless and have such bad urges that you know you should cope and stop but you gamble anyways? I want to recover so badly.
