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I’m really at peace with myself and haven’t made a wager today. I’m just trying to build the courage to tell my family. I’m afraid of all the questions and the embarassement I’ll have to face but most of all I’m afraid that they will say no to helping me financially. It’s not as they would have to give me their own money but it would be a mortgage. How do I start to tell them? As I mentioned earlier they helped me once before as I had lost money investing. Now it would be another 40000$ on top of that. I think I’m okay without placing another wager as long as I could get out of this mess. I’ve read lots of other stories on this forum and I know I’m not alone. Just not sure if they will understand what I’ve been going through.