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I fully understand your position about not being financially in charge of yourself and your obligations but I am sure that if the roles were reversed you would be the rock  of Gibraltar and carry the family for a long as it takes. I had to support my ex once when he was in an apprenticeship program. I didnt mind a bit and he said he would do the same for me (/little did we know how that would end up). You aren’t defined by working or not. What you are doing right now is creating a new definition of you. I work and have CG. Does working make it any less serious? If you quit then you are one up on it. Value what matters most. Only then will you value your efforts as you should.