I’m glad you are posting Onmyway! As hard as this seems you can get control again. Usually by giving up control! I can understand not wanting to disappoint your husband. Maybe when your check come Friday and your debt clears you can give him control over your other account. I know it’s hard to admit we can’t do this all on our own. By giving up control it will help you get through the urges. Like any addiction there will be urges or cravings and mood swings. Keep in touch. We are here to help each other get through this. Good to “see” you again. Thank-you for sharing some of your story.
Laura
