John, I read everything you say and have done for a while now, I am sorry I don’t post much at the moment but that is because I am caught up in my addiction and I struggle to share when I am in a bad place (thats just me my friend and I can’t change that at the moment)……..In truth I totally understand what you mean, where you are coming from and how you feel……now if someone had said the same to me I would say “bollocks you don’t have a clue how I feel at the moment” but John hand on heart I promise you I do, I don’t want to bore you about my life but yes I struggle on everyday day and keep making the wrong choices for one reason or another, keep posting, keep sharing and please stick with it, sharing how we feel…..good or bad is a massive part of our recovery, always good to read your shares and I can honestly relate so very much, I hope this finds you well, take care and wish you all the very best, always remember when we think we have nothing left there is always something worth fighting for…….we just have to dig deep to find out what it is!!!!
All the best John and take care.
Maverick