I’m back in the city to launder curtains, pack up some of my things to move back to the country, and of course take my 3 cats back with me. I will be here till Friday so will have the opportunity to clean the inside windows, move the fridge and stove to clean under them, etc. I got my lease amended and I can be out by May 14th as opposed to June 30th. It saves me some cash especially when I’m not even living there anyways. It’s been over a week that I’ve gambled and I have no easy way to gamble, as I no longer have my debit card and my credit card does not allow me cash advances, thankfully. My internet connection in the country is spotty at best, which is a good thing for me, as it means I won’t be spending a great amount of time on my computer. I no longer have my own account. We have a joint account and Danny monitors it now. If I were to chose to take money out of it for gambling, he would know and probably be angry, and I don’t like when he is angry about me gambling as he treats me like a child. It’s best to not have to worry about his reaction so that means not gambling. I ran into a girl I used to be really good friends with, at Walmart. I gave her my new phone number and we will get together. She is against gambling as she knows someone who became a gambling addict. She does not know the severity of my gambling problems and I don’t see a need to tell her as I’m no longer gambling. Not that I would have a problem telling her! I am feeling somewhat organized as I completed our census surveys online, and paid my utility bills and credit card online. I have arranged for my utilities to be read and for final bills for my suite. Going to go out with my friend Darlene Thursday evening, probably to the Comedy Club. Carole
