I’m almost convinced that relapse is a necessary component of recovery. God bless those that can apppreciate their addiction for what it is and actually stop on their first try, but for me, repeated pummelings at the hands of the casino was what finally made me acknowledge my addiction/compulsion.
We can’t stop trying to quit gambling from a slip, instead we should use it to further educate ourselves about our gambling triggers and ultimate reasons we choose/feel compelled to gamble in the first place.
I commend you on your decision and bravery to abstain once again.