Good for you for going, that man was probably jealous.
It gets beyond funny, you’re right there. Flaming heck IDI whens the last time you can honestly say you’ve had 25 days without a gamble?
You should be very proud of yourself, I am. Is a start, a good foundation and something solid to build on.
I hope you can learn from Kathryn and Laura, it dosn’t matter how long we go without it it is always going to be in us. Ongoing support is a necessity I think.
Having said that I’m planning to curtail my GT a bit this week think I’ve overdosed on it.
I have a new flat mate moving in any minute now and also my partner has been in touch and I’m going to spend my time trying to sort things out once and for all with her, which will probably mean a trip to Devon.
I will write about my experience in the coma though, for me it is important I stick to my word. Not sticking to commitments was a big part of the old me and a trait most of us CG’s have in common.
Well done on speaking, was it a pleasant experience, did it do you any benefit do you think?
You remind me a lot of how p was to be honest, and I know you can continue living without gambling, we all can.
One of the hardest things I think for me, was accepting that I could change, really change.
I hope I have, well I know I have, I also know just how quickly that can all change, like you I’ve been cured loads of times.
Not this time though, I’ll never be cured I fully accept that.
Take care.