I went to have my nails done today. The best part of going is listening to the nail girls talk. They always have me laughing! I went to my Mom’s afterwards and had lunch and we played a card game. She told me to shush up and play. She wasn’t joking. I told her not to talk to me like that. So, needless to say, it was kind of tense while finishing the game. She finally settle down. Of course she never apologized. I could feel myself getting upset but after I told her not to talk that way to me, I let it go. I figure that she the one who needs to work it out and maybe she won’t do it again. OMG, she is certainly out of control. But I made it through without freaking out! I have been having a tough time lately as I have been missing my Husband a lot. This doesn’t help the situation. I would really love to have a good relationship with my Mom but she makes it hard. I truly feel that the relationship is really superfical and that makes me sad. I wish it was real and deeper. Sometimes it would be nice to have someone to really be able to talk to without judgement. It is what it is!!!
