I feel afraid sometimes because I don’t have urged. The occasional fleeting thought is about as far as I get at the minute.. Which feels like a good thing but I can’t help but worry if this is the ‘silence before the storm’.. Is it going to hit me with a vengeance? Or am I just one of the lucky ones. Either that or I’ve just come to terms that I’m a CG.. I know there are different types of alcoholics. The ones that crave alcohol all the time and the ones that are fine as long as they don’t have a drop of booze..that drop usually leads to a binge.. I’m guessing I’m one of those in gambling terms. Does that make sense?
