30 December 2016 at 12:21 am
#35546
3raser
Participant
you are so right and i thought i nailed it, i slipped up and now i feel this force field around me, consuming me, its ridiculous. i see it for what it is and i dont see a positive outcome. i actually googled today information on how not to leave debt when you die as i dont want my parents having one last reason to resent me.
i am a strong person but i can’t fight this, i don’t drink so i think maybe…..i dont know.