Hi Lynda, i often talk to God too when I am gambling. Oh please God just let me win enough to make up for what i lost. I’ll do the responsible things with the money. I deserve it. Then when I lose, because even when i win, i will lose. I don’t deserve this God, what have i done to deserve this? Please take this addiction away. But really the slots i play are a man made machine that is designed to entice and thrill and hook. They are designed to make the venues money. The only guarantee is that the more you play the more you will end up losing. It is not God who is responsible for whether I win or lose. God gave us free will in this life. I need to use mine to say no to gambling. I need to put in place the things that will help me get through the bad times. Keep working on your issues Lynda and prepare for when you have money again. Because the desire will really start pumping through your veins as soon as your money arrives. Well done on your progress! Stay strong, Laura
